Numb and Limp

Limbs limp

I'm an ice cube with no feeling

No temperature

Numb and limp

Pushed off a cliff

Try to remind myself that I'm alive

Numb and limp

Climb back up but I keep slipping,

Forgetting I can recognize where I am

The Future I Want To Know

I know it'll be gone soon

And I hope you see that too.

Thoughts are just thoughts,

Flowing down a river.

There is fear.

There is pain.

But nothing good

Comes from being gone.

I had lost all hope once.

Then, I had only hope.

Now it slips, but my eyes are still fixed

On the future I want to know.

On my future I want to know.

Thank You and Farewell

There when I needed you even though I didn't know you.

Prayed for healing when my brain was bleeding

Spoke with me when I struggled to find words

Patient when I was I was impatient with myself 

A rock to lean on while my world was crumbled

Helped me see hope when hope seemed lost

I'm getting back to baseline, and I'm starting to fly again

I'm starting a new chapter of my life.

May God be with you for yours.