I Can't

I'm stranded.

I can't yell

I can't scream

I can't walk

I can't run

I can't escape

My own head

My own thoughts.

I need school to

Come back.

I need consistency

But I need stress-free.

I need a reminder

People care,

But I can't get that

Without the stare

Of homework 

And tests

And stress.

I hate this feeling

Or lack thereof.

I'm numb.

I'm stuck.

I'm paralyzed.

I'm stranded.

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