Keep repressing
These memories
These emotions
Until they control me.
One statement
Can change me
Make me feel
Differently.
Quiet me.
That scares me.
Stare in the mirror
Another person
Staring back.
Emotions fade
Into nothing
Numb.
They’re back.
Dragging me
Down with them.
Hard to force
A fake smile
When I’m so vulnerable
And can’t hide it.
I can’t even
Fake it ‘till
I make it
And
Just
Not
Break.
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