No Words

Frozen with fear,

I sink into the wall

Where you can't come near.

I can't

Speak.

Move.

Cry.

It's some years later.

I still hear 

Glass breaking and

Heart pounding.

No words can explain

True terror or

True witnessing

of something horrible.

It still effects me today.

I still have flashbacks.

It's still hard for me to talk about.

It still reminds me of how much

I love to get away.