"Nothing Wrong With Me"

You say there's nothing

Wrong with me

That it's something

I can just talk out

And get rid of.

But I've been trying

To rid of this

For a while,

But still you see nothing.

But see,

I'm terrified of gaining

Even another pound,

I hate myself for each I carry

And this med you insist

On giving me

Screws up my plans

So you can't see.

My weight may be "stable"

But I'm not.

I want to skip meals

Exercise beyond

My ability

Be skinny.

But my weight is "healthy"

So you see nothing

Wrong with me.

June 14, 2019